After a few months of not puking even after bingeing.. I caved in.
I feel powerless, useless and worthless.
Like I can’t do anything right. Anything at all.
I’m a bad student, bad daughter, bad granddaughter, bad sister, bad friend, bad girlfriend..
Since when did I become like this?!
Because I refuse. I REFUSE to allow people who are assholes and full of themselves to take away my smile. I want to laugh and smile at every single fucking opportunity I can. While I still can.
I’ll never be as young as I am right now.